2jakes
I'll Lock Up
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The only time I volunteered to clean the
chalkboard or other chores after school
was with a teacher with whom I had
a crush.
One afternoon after class, we sat together
by ourselves and although very shy, I was
able to express my feelings for her.
This was the closest I had been, face to face
with her. Beautiful face and lovely scent of
a woman.
She smiled and express her thoughts in
a kind way about what was happening.
She cared for me and last thing I recall
is her telling me it could only be a
platonic love.
I kind of knew what she meant. But I had
to look it up later to make sure.
It took a long time to get over this feeling.
Being in love was not a happy feeling.
I was miserable with an heavy pain in
my chest, no appetite just moping around
and very blue.
But in the world of kiddom...there
were many things happening & eventually
I outgrew it. At least for awhile.
chalkboard or other chores after school
was with a teacher with whom I had
a crush.
One afternoon after class, we sat together
by ourselves and although very shy, I was
able to express my feelings for her.
This was the closest I had been, face to face
with her. Beautiful face and lovely scent of
a woman.
She smiled and express her thoughts in
a kind way about what was happening.
She cared for me and last thing I recall
is her telling me it could only be a
platonic love.
I kind of knew what she meant. But I had
to look it up later to make sure.
It took a long time to get over this feeling.
Being in love was not a happy feeling.
I was miserable with an heavy pain in
my chest, no appetite just moping around
and very blue.
But in the world of kiddom...there
were many things happening & eventually
I outgrew it. At least for awhile.
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